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Name: Tung
Location: Hayward, California, United States
Birthday: 11/30/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: I'm interested in badminton, basketball, and hanging out with friends.
Expertise: I guess im very good at badminton. If you need help, i'll train ya, lol.
Basketball Game's
Tung- 2 David- 2
Game 1- 15-4(Tung)
Game 2- 15-10(David)
Game 3- 15-12(David)
Game 4- 15-12(Tung)
Man David, we never got to finish our playoff series we had. Oh wells.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  itungtwistai
MSN: angelboy27061
ICQ:  336403200
Yahoo:  kriptershizzyboi
Member Since:
7/30/2003
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| August 06, 2008
i still regret missing out on a once in a life time opportunity. i'm always going to look back and ask myself why I didn't try harder.
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| February 28, 2008
The Color Purple
Saw something today that got me tingled up. 
Anyways, my Exorcist finally came today. I don't know if I should be excited, but I been waiting all week for them. I'm contemplating if I should keep them, or get the Purple Pigeons. I know Tommy already has them, and I don't want to bite off him, even thought I'm not, but I know when he see's me wear them, he'll say "Fucken Tung, hella copying me!" I been looking all over for the Avengers, and damn are they hard to find. The one's on Ebay are too damn expensive, so Purple Pigeons are like the next best thing. Purple Pigeons or The Exorcist? Decisions Decisions.
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| February 22, 2008
Girl or Guy?!
So apparently today, after going to the computer lab at the library to print my lecture notes, I had an urge to go use the restroom. When I walked in, I saw a girl in there just finished using one of the stalls then she went to go wash her hands. I had a very confused look, and she just looked at me. I wanted to ask if I was in the right bathroom. I would have been really embarrassed, but there were like 3 other guys in the bathroom too. The incident had me thinking for the rest of the day. Why was a girl using the guy's bathroom when the girls bathroom was just across? But taking Human Sexuality course this quarter, stranger things can happen. Maybe it was a guy, who's a crossdresser transvestite? Maybe, I guess I'll never know. All I know is that it was a very awkward moment.
Today, in Human Sexuality class, we had a student panel, where a bunch of volunteers stand in front of the classroom (500 people!) and answer questions about their sexual life. There was one guy in particular that stood out the most. He looked alot like Macullay Kulkin, and he had me laughing my ass off with his answers. This class is really fun, and a class you should definitely take if you are looking for an easy chill relax class. You can actually learn alot from this class, and there are so many things that surprises me.
Anyways, I might go to Sac tomorrow to Westfield Mall, then maybe Arden Mall. Hopefully we don't get lost in Sacramento lol.
I'm really feeling the song With You - Chris Brown. Great song.
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| February 11, 2008
First Wave
Finally finished up my last and 5th final midterms, and my second waves of midterm won't be until February 26, so I got a good two weeks to relax, and catch up on some of the things I need to catch up on. Right now, I'm doing decent, and better than my previous quarter. I got a 87/100 in my ECS class on first midterm, and I got a 73/90 on my Human Sexuality Midterm, which is a 81%. I could've done better, but I totally blanked out last minute on those Sexual Anatomy diagrams dammit. For geology, I think I did well on it. Most likely I got around an 85/100 or something close to there. Today Humanities Midterm was okay. It was expected, except I didn't really had time to study as much as I wanted. Damn you weekend. I was planning to study on Saturday, but I went to play badminton for the first time in 3 months. My whole body is still aching and soar. That's what happens when you haven't played in so long. My badminton shoes are completely shit now, and I'm going to have to dig through my wallet for $50 for another pair gosh darn it. After, played some Rock Band at Tony's with Bang and Binh. Haven't hung out with them in well over a month. Then went to Olive Garden to eat with them, while Tony's girlfriend Shimmy was working. I can say it was my first time eating there. I don't know why I never ate there before, maybe I never craved for any Italian or pasta, but the food I order was good. On Sunday, celebrated the last day of Chinese New Years, and some relatives came over, and we had a big family lunch. Went to Grand Century Mall, and walked around and what not. Saw some fag there, Tommy, and yes if you are reading this, I called you a fag. Lol. Trying to act hard and tough at a Vietnamese mall? LOL? What was that mugging me look for? Anyways, the weekend kept me occupy and I couldn't find any time to study for this midterm. I'm hoping for a C or better. Wishful thinking please. As for Food Science, I hate that class so much. Ugh. Anyways, right now, I'm just cruising along and stuff, and not doing really much. Been catching up on my favorite TV show such as One Tree Hill, Smallville, Lost, Nip Tuck, Supernatural, Degrassi, Heroes, etc. So yeah.
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| I'm thinking about blogging here more now, as I know Xanga is pretty much dead, but I always come back here. Anyways, the past couple of months has been crazy ridiculous. It has made me think about myself, and why I am who I am today.
There's so much I want in life, but I never had that motivation to go out there and get it. I want to have a life where it's mostly fun, and just have a good time you know? I want to look down the path 5-6 years from now, and know that my future is looking bright. I don't see that bright future and that light anymore. My windows are closing in, and they are closing in fast. Why haven't I reach the goals I want in life? Why? Apparently, I have no motivation whatsoever to achieve them. Who's to blame for all this? I could go ahead and blame others. I can blame my parents for having such high expectations for a person who was always regarded as ignorant. I could blame my friends who act like they give a two cent shit about me, but do they really? I could blame my anti-social self and the fact that I'm not a very open person. I can also blame the fact that the college I attend is horribly boring, and I never liked it in the first place. How can you succeed in something if you never had a liken to it in the first place? That's where motivation comes in. There never was any.
I always say I enjoy making new friends, and doing new things, explore places I haven't been. I always say it, but do I ever do it? Socially, I was never good at that, but my peers have noticed my efforts at being more social, and it's been like that for the past couple of years, until this past year. I haven't open up to anyone anymore. I gave up trying, and really don't give a rats ass about anyone anymore. I'm selfish, and I only care about myself. That's where I went wrong. I was more happy the last two years where I was more talkative. Where did that all go? I could again play the blame game, but that's not going to go anywhere. I want to do exciting things in life. So what's stopping me? Money? Sure money has a significant role in what I do in life, but is that really the problem? Probably not. I just can't seem to know what's holding me back in all the things I want to do in life.
Sometimes, when I'm by myself, and I think about where my life is now, I just find myself with no more energy. I can't exert anymore to even try. Even when I'm with friends, and everyone's having a great time, outside, sure I'll put on a fake smile, but really, I'm just going through the motions.
Motivation. I can't wait here and have someone push me, I have to find it myself.
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